In God’s hands
I’ve had a really tough wk. Well, not even a wk yet. It’s hard to explain. I haven’t told many people & I don’t know who reads my blog anymore. So I will leave it to your imagination. I’m sure you can come up with some creative ones. 
There are a few things I have found comforting this past wk. So I plan on sharing them here. I hope you enjoy them & find some kind of comfort or inspiration as well.
This month is really hard on me to begin with. It just got double hard for me.
I’m trying to stay spiritually positive. I know God is by my side. It also helps that Nathan is by my side. One day I will be able to get my answers & understand what has happened. But right now, I will just have to be happy knowing that God has a plan & this bump in my road is part of his plan. God said he would carry the burden for me. I trust in time that I will be able to give over the full burden & 1 day be completely happy again. 1 day at a time though. Right now is just too early for that 1 day. So I will hold close the ones who are special to me & the ones I hold dear to my heart, I will hold ALL a little bit tighter.
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pepper29142 said,
May 8, 2011 at 6:16 pm
I had this read at my husbands funeral and it is going to read at my dear sister-in-laws burial this friday ,it is my most special read andd Iwant it read … yes you have guessed it i want it read at mine when the time comes .god bless you all